Friday, January 28, 2011

My Favorite Hospital


                     Everything can change in an instant. One moment the floor is spattered with blood, another moment it’s sparkling clean. It is like jumping into a huge vat of water... In an instant, the volume of sound can change from being so high that you cant think to becoming nonexistent. Occasionally people are crying, but most of the time people are just waiting, quietly. The quiet is always the most frustrating. It decreases patience and faith. It doesn’t last forever though. Once you get through the waiting room, the atmosphere changes dramatically. The hallways are wide enough to fit two gurneys side-by-side and then a couple of nurses with IV hangers. But even with all the space there never seems to be enough room. Someone is always crossing the hallway covered in bandages, not knowing where they are going. It seems that sick people like to take their time while walking. They never notice the nurse carrying a couple bags of O-negative blood, in a rush to save a patient. Apparently all sick people have time to think about is their own pain. In the end, five nurses have to slow down their typically brisk pace to let the old man, in a half-open hospital gown, cut in front of them to use the bathroom.
The hallways are always painted a soft, yet cold color. Sometimes they are Carolina blue or light olive green but never red.  Apparently red walls make people think of blood or death and hospitals typically like a calm atmosphere. The tiles on the floor match the walls. So do curtains and the counter behind the nurse’s station.  Everywhere. It all matches. Even the nurses wear matching scrubs. It is one way for patients to see that everything and everyone is one their side. Although it is supposed to create a feeling of security, the matching also generates a feeling of chaos. In a way, the synchronization helps to exaggerate an emergency. Its like seeing cranberry juice spilled in a completely white room. The contrast is significant.
People fear hospitals because of the death. Superstitions travel around saying that death comes in sevens and threes. Hospitals are sometimes avoided all together because of these silly superstitions. What people don’t realize is that although death does occur, so does new life. 3-West is the wing in Virginia Hospital Center that’s brings the most joy and happiness to families. You always feel safe as you walk out of the elevator on to the third floor. The first thing you see is a door, light brown, big enough to fit a pregnant lady on a stretcher, holding her husbands hand. Right behind the door is the first nurse’s desk. No matter what, at least one nurse will always look up to see who is entering or leaving the wing. Surveillance cameras are positioned at every angle in front of the door. Expecting mothers always feel safe by the fact that their soon-to-be-child would be very hard to kidnap from this secured department. The main color is pink, which is intended to sooth mothers. The farther down the hallway you go, the more intense the pink becomes, and the louder the shouting and screams. The hospital staff most likely decided that in the farther back sections of 3 west, aka labor and delivery, people would need to be more calm than in the post and pre deliver section. Lining the walls are pictures of animals, always a mother with her baby. When you enter a delivery or post-delivery room, containers are sitting, waiting, filled with diapers and wipes. This area is what makes a hospital special. The bonds that are created in these rooms last lifetimes, if not more. The pale colors and sparkling clean floors, although symbolic, are only the first and most simplistic part of a patient’s journey. In the end however, these details will shape their memories and change lives.

Practical

Ken Steele believes thats students entering college can be sorted into four categories--a scholar, a careerist, conflicted, or a dreamer. I don't believe this to be true. Every other day I am in a different category. It all depends on the classes I have that day and whether its a weekday or a weekend. I know what I want to do in life. I am in school to get my nursing degree so I can eventually become a nurse practitioner in labor and delivery. Does that make me a careerist? Steele would probably say yes. But then, what if I mentioned how I want to learn as much as possible about babies and the human body. I want to go grad school so I can add that "practitioner" part to my career... Am I now a scholar? And what about the fact that I would rather be learning rather than working? Now am I a drifter? Last but not least, if I don't get into nursing school I am not sure what I am going to do. Conflicted?

There are so many different reasons for why I am student, I do not believe that I can be sorted into one of Steele's categories. Therefore I am creating my own... practical. I am doing what is best for me at this moment in time. I am the most "practical" combination of all of Steele's categories because, in the end, it will make me successful. I have an career goal yet I am eager to learn. I am also enjoying myself here at college because right now because it is more exciting than working. I am practical.

Friday, January 21, 2011

Who knew of Hulu?

Hulu. 
The reason for my procrastination but also relaxation. 
Every single day I watch at least one show on Hulu. In my eyes, and probably in yours, I am become a bit pathetic. When i finish one series I start another. If I cannot find new series, I re-watch a series. I no longer find the need to watch shows on TV because I can just snuggle up in my cosy bed with my laptop. I have become a television show fiend. 
So, for your enjoyment (or you may not enjoy this at all), I have created a list of all the televisions shows (whether on Hulu or not) that I watch, or have watched, in the past year. 

Lost (every season)
Glee (every season)
Gossip Girl (every season)
Grey's Anatomy (every seasons at least twice)
Private Practice (every season)
American Idol
SNL
The Bachelorette
The Bachelor
The Office
Family Guy
The Simpsons
21 Jump Street
Heroes (every season)
House (every season)
Boston Med
The Hills (every season)
The City (every season) 
The OC (every season)
Make It or Break It (every season)
Trauma (every season)
Weeds
Keeping Up with the Kardashians (every season)
Kourtney and Khloe Take Miami (every season)
Jon & Kate Plus Eight (every season)
Kimora: Life in the Fab Lane (every season)
Arrested Development
LA Ink
Dr. 90210 
Jersey Shore (every season)
Laguna Beach (every season)

Those are the ones I can think of off the top of my head. If you have any show recommendations, i would of course be glad to hear them. Unfortunately for my school work, I am always searching for another TV show.



My Bucket List

"Life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once."


-Lillian Dickson


Here is a list of the things I want to do before i die...


30. Write a fiction book
29. Become a regular blood donor 
28. Become completely comfortable with my appearance
27. Have my dream wedding with my perfect guy (so cliche i know)
26. Drive (or buy) an Aston Martin
25. Figure out what I can do to help prevent child abuse and do it
24. Go to the olympics. The sports I would most want to see are speed skating, figure skating, and gymnastics.
23. Be a disney princess at Disney World for a day
22. Swim with sea turtles 
21. Have babies and adopt a child
20. Meet Johnny Depp
19. Learn to cook something other than Jell-o and mac and cheese 
18. Pet a liger
17. Adopt a cat and learn to not be scared of it
16. Go to the Ellen Degenerous show!
15. Make enough money to send my mom on a trip around the world, and buy her her dream house in attempt to repay her for everything she has done for me.
14. Visit New Zealand where they filmed scenes from The Lord of the Rings
13. Pick a mango off of a tree in Trinidad and eat it immediately 
12. Go to Trinidad
11. Visit the 20 states in the United States of America that I have not yet been to. 
10. See Idina Menzel on broadway. Preferably in Wicked or Rent but any broadway play would do. 
9. Spend an entire day in a movie theater
8. Wear raspberry colored scubs to work 
7. Pick up piano lessons. I played for a year in 5th grade and then dropped it. According to anyone who hears me play, I have a natural talent for the instrument. 
6. Wear a Vera Wang dress to my wedding 
5. Stop eating frosted flakes for breakfast
4. Visit africa to see safari animals in there natural habitat
3. Be in a movie, whether an important part or an extra
2. Learn Dutch
1. Become a midwife so I can deliver babies